So, the holidays are over. I hope that everyone had a merry Christmas and is looking forward to the New Year.
I know I haven't been appearing much on dA, but I am trying to get more friends here, and on FA too, but I'm currently focusing more on FA right now. But I will be back soon to talk more and write more journals and etc.
Anyway, last night was probably one of the worst nights of my life. My dad was being a dick head again, and just randomly threw a huge fit over nothing. So I was already upset about that, and then for some odd reason, I started thinking about

again. It really hit me hard that I miss him terribly (I woke up at 3:30 AM and started crying and thinking about him). And I feel guilty, since it's partly my fault for letting him go. I just am regretting that I let him go so easily (I said, in quote, "I respect your wishes to leave. It's the only thing I can do").
And then, his brother, as well as mine, is going to be offline until February, so I can't even talk to him, the person who really understands about how I'm feeling on this subject, about it.
So I'm depressed again. I feel as if I'm letting my friends go, when I don't mean to. And that's kind of what I'm feeling now. I've been kind of ignoring dA, and I don't want to lose you guys. So, if it's okay, expect more of me, and I'll be around here a lot more often.
Just a little update from the Toshiro Kitty. <3
Oh, and Andy, I know we don't talk much at all; I barely even see you anymore. I don't want to lose you, because you were the one that inspried me to join dA in the first place. Is there a place where I can talk to you more? Thanks <3
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